Life is perfect as it is, it is a continuum, but we are intermittent, we dwell into the past or into the future, being amiss of our life's, because we only live in the present, in the now, all else is an illusion.
But if you're not present in the now, who is living your life?
No one, only you can live your life, no one else can do it for you, they can tell you what they think you should do, but they won't live it for you.
You have to make the choices and live with the consequences of it, your reality is a mirror of your within, all happens first within you and then it's projected without.
All is a creation of yourself, of your mind and you do it based upon your beliefs and as you created it you believe in it and you will find the proofs that attest what you created, reinforcing even further your beliefs in it.
If you don't like your reality right now go within and change it, because you can, you've all the resources in yourself to be whatever you want.
Because your essence is whole, is perfect, it encompasses everything and no idea, or thought you may create about yourself can diminish a little bit of what you truly are.
You are worthy of being happy, of being in peace, that's what you are,that's what your essence is, you just have to allow it to show up in your reality.
Trust and surrender to your Self, let it guide you in every step of the way in your life.
Do it just for now, and only now exists, only now is real.